This is rare for me, so listen closely.. I'm rather sad right now. I'm not usually a very sad person, but right now, I'm saaaad.. Pinky promises are made to be kept, you know? I don't know.. Maybe I expect too much out of people sometimes. I just wish I wouldn't be so easy to step on sometimes. I'm a good person, and I do my best to make people happy with themselves and their life. But for some reason, I seem to be the most naïve person ever. I know that I'm a uniquely happy person, and I thank God for that everyday. I live a privileged life and sometimes, I don't deserve it entirely. But, in the end, I'm a human being, who loses, and hurts, and yearns, and cries. I go through the same pain that everyone goes through. Obviously, I go through a lesser version of it, but I still feel sadness from simple things, like disappointment in the ones I love. I need people to comprehend that, because I can't always be the strong one. Sometimes, I yearn to break down and cry. It's necessary and feels good, when the circumstances are right. Two people have really stood out to me lately when it comes to cheering me up. I'm not positive that they know that it's them I'm speaking of, but I hope they know. Thank you, guys. You two understand that, for the most part, I'm always smiling and laughing at myself and life. But, when times do get tough, you never bail out, which is extremely important to me. I love you, so much. The light that shines through me, is the light I extract from you two.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I'm human, too.
This is rare for me, so listen closely.. I'm rather sad right now. I'm not usually a very sad person, but right now, I'm saaaad.. Pinky promises are made to be kept, you know? I don't know.. Maybe I expect too much out of people sometimes. I just wish I wouldn't be so easy to step on sometimes. I'm a good person, and I do my best to make people happy with themselves and their life. But for some reason, I seem to be the most naïve person ever. I know that I'm a uniquely happy person, and I thank God for that everyday. I live a privileged life and sometimes, I don't deserve it entirely. But, in the end, I'm a human being, who loses, and hurts, and yearns, and cries. I go through the same pain that everyone goes through. Obviously, I go through a lesser version of it, but I still feel sadness from simple things, like disappointment in the ones I love. I need people to comprehend that, because I can't always be the strong one. Sometimes, I yearn to break down and cry. It's necessary and feels good, when the circumstances are right. Two people have really stood out to me lately when it comes to cheering me up. I'm not positive that they know that it's them I'm speaking of, but I hope they know. Thank you, guys. You two understand that, for the most part, I'm always smiling and laughing at myself and life. But, when times do get tough, you never bail out, which is extremely important to me. I love you, so much. The light that shines through me, is the light I extract from you two.
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Aw, maaan, you deserve more than that! It makes me sad when people do wrong to those who have done everything right... It's injustice. I hope that I have never done you wrong!
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