Headache.

I have a migraine. This is not uncommon. I saw Jon & Anthony & Baylee tonight. They all came over and we watched 'A Little Princess' :) Good times...

 

Rebecca Schroeder.

Let's start at the very beginning; a very good place to start. We met in the show 'Goldirocks: The Musical.' She was in 8th grade and I was in 6th grade. I played Goldilocks and she played B.B. Bear. "You're a nice girl." "You're a nice bear. Friends?" "Friends." After the show ended, we went our separate ways, but two years later, we were both attending California High School. But we didn't become close until the summer after her graduation, which makes me sad. I suppose it was fate, though. She is such a beautiful girl. The stage is so lucky to have such a graceful and talented actress that adores it so much. Honestly, she inspires me to be a better actress. Her ambition is unbreakable, and it stuns me, sometimes. She is my twin, to the extreme! We always think the same things and our inside jokes never end. I love being around her, because we have so much fun. We laugh at really inappropriate times though. Most nights, she comes over between 12 am and 3 am and we eat Ritz Crackers and drink water, because she's allergic to everything else. We usually dwell on my Post Secret books and itching lotion, because we use that a lot. "Hands up!" :) Piggy back rides to my kitchen are a must. We leave each other a lot of videos on Facebook, because we can. My insomnia has rubbed off on her.. sorry, Twin. At the beach, she called me Twinnie, which turned into Twinkie, which became Twink, which is now Twinkie Twink. Oh, boy. We have become so close in such a short amount of time. It's barely hitting me that she's moving to Long Beach. Though I have an incredible amount of faith in her, I will miss her dearly while she's away. We're going to be pen pals and I'm basically going to live with her and the little mermaid, Ariel. :) I love Rebecca Schroeder to the ends of the Earth. She has helped me through some tough times, and I'm here to be the single thing she can rely on. She's my best friend and my hero. I look up to her. She truly shines and I can't wait to see what beauty she brings to the world.

Ended summer with a bang..

As you know, summer is being temporarily replaced by fall, winter, and spring. Today, was the absolute best day I had all summer long. I went to Hollywood with my friends, Becca, Jon, Anthony, and Spencer. We met one of the most amazing actresses, Lea Michele. She is such a gorgeous person, inside and out. She is one of my biggest theatrical inspirations. Needless to say, I adore her. She played Wendla on Broadway in 'Spring Awakening.' We sang 'Happy Birthday' to her. She gave us autographs! The whole cast of 'Glee' was amazing. I'm an intense Gleek, for sure. After we met the cast, there was a Q&A. They were hilarious :) Then, we drove back to Whittier, and we went over to the Hole residence, where a whole bunch of our friends gathered to swim and stuff. The jacuzzi was soooo fun. I like my boyfriend and best friend a lot. :) I made new friends today. I love having fun. Thank you, everyone, who helps me remain so happy.

I'm human, too.

This is rare for me, so listen closely.. I'm rather sad right now. I'm not usually a very sad person, but right now, I'm saaaad.. Pinky promises are made to be kept, you know? I don't know.. Maybe I expect too much out of people sometimes. I just wish I wouldn't be so easy to step on sometimes. I'm a good person, and I do my best to make people happy with themselves and their life. But for some reason, I seem to be the most naïve person ever. I know that I'm a uniquely happy person, and I thank God for that everyday. I live a privileged life and sometimes, I don't deserve it entirely. But, in the end, I'm a human being, who loses, and hurts, and yearns, and cries. I go through the same pain that everyone goes through. Obviously, I go through a lesser version of it, but I still feel sadness from simple things, like disappointment in the ones I love. I need people to comprehend that, because I can't always be the strong one. Sometimes, I yearn to break down and cry. It's necessary and feels good, when the circumstances are right. Two people have really stood out to me lately when it comes to cheering me up. I'm not positive that they know that it's them I'm speaking of, but I hope they know. Thank you, guys. You two understand that, for the most part, I'm always smiling and laughing at myself and life. But, when times do get tough, you never bail out, which is extremely important to me. I love you, so much. The light that shines through me, is the light I extract from you two. 

Michael.

Michael is my favorite person in the world. I love him with all my heart. I bring him everywhere with me. He is so funny, it's hard to live with him, sometimes. I absolutely adore him and I know that he will continue to impress me throughout the span of his life. He has so many hidden qualities that make me proud to say we're related. Many people say we look alike, and I secretly believe it. He has always been there for me 100%. I would, hands down, beat someone up, if they ever hurt him. For realsies. I love my little brother to the ends of the earth and I will always be here to love and protect him. I like when we hold hands :) I feel like his big sister, even though he's 2 inches taller than me.. We make youtube videos a lot. He's my partner in hilarity. Oh yeah, he sleepwalks..

Tuesdays

Tuesdays are my favorite day of the week. There is nothing, in particular, I like about them. I just do. But, what I do not like about today is, I'm procrastinating. BUT, I did finish book #1 for school. :) 8 days until the beginning of my junior year. I have been listening to a lot of 'Meet Me in St. Louis' lately. I sure hope that tonight, I can go to girls night! Here is my agenda for the week: Today, girls night at the Hole residence. Wednesday, Coraline rehearsal and hopefully, brownie making with Anthony. Thursday, the bonfire!! Friday, meeting Glee. Saturday, watching the camp performance with Becca. My Twin, Becca is moving out Saturday/: I'll miss her so dearly, but we're going to write letters and have sleepovers, so I'll be alright. She's going to do so amazing in college. I'm proud of her. I am sooooo excited for the bonfire, because it's the first time I'll be going to the beach all summer! How sad is that? Super sad, thats how sad. My little brother will be joining my friends and I. :) He's my favorite. "Tough times never last, but tough people do."