
I haven't blogged in a while.. sad day. Well, today really wasn't so great. But that's all behind me now. I am so privileged and I have such an amazing life. My family is phenomenal. Seriously, I am what I am because of them. My mom, my dad, Tony, Elizabeth, Mikey..thank you so much. And my friends? Oh, gosh. Anthony, Jon, Becca, Christine, Chelsea, Zach, etc.. I am so honored to know all of you, and to have been able to perform with you all. There are no words to describe how amazing you all are. And Shanelle DeAnda.. I really don't know how to
explain who she is or why nobody really knows about our friendship.. I just
love and
miss her so much. Also, thank you, Aiden, for teaching me that everyone and everything is
yellow. God, thank you for giving me such a wonderful existence. You've given me the ability to go on stage, anytime and anywhere, and drop jaws. I am so eternally grateful, because not many people can rise above stage fright, and my life would just be soo different without theater or choir or dance. Thank you for helping me to be brave and to let myself be different and strange. Thank you for letting me be the person to coax people into trying new and interesting things, such as theater. I am
so immensely grateful that you have not ever put me in a situation where I could be in grave danger. You have never led me down a path with "friends" who would force me to drink and do drugs and have sex all the time. You have given me the courage to stand up to those who try to lead me astray. I have stood up to so many people, who have belittled me and disrespected me, and I thank you forgiving me that strength. I really love myself. I'm proud of myself. You, God, have given me a life that many people beg for: family, friends, happiness, and love. I love you; thank you.